Just Sad =(

I'm just sad today. I don't have anyone to talk to about it at the moment, so I'm going to blog about it instead. Yay for internet medium outlets?

I have to admit, I've always been the one who leaves. I've never experienced being the one left behind. The closest I came to that was when Summer left for Australia. But technically, I had already left her when I moved to PA. Hmmm...

Anyway, my best friend Janelle just moved to Florida today. I'm happy for her. She's going to have a lot of opportunities with Disney World. Heck, if I wasn't married, I'd be going too. Selfishly, I am sad. She is my only friend/family here... Ladies, you understand! You love your husband but you still just need that special girlfriend sometimes...

Part of the reason I was ok with moving back to CA (a state I honestly loath sometimes) was because I'd at least be with my BFF again. So, now I just feel sad and lost. Don't get me wrong, I'm excited for those Disney World trips... and there's always Skype/text/e-mail/Facebook.... I guess I'm just a little more sad than the average friend because she was also my roommate. There's an empty space in our apartment now. I've never lived in California without her. So, it's just weird.

Seven years ago, I moved to CA with my best friend. Five years ago, I met my husband. Three years ago, we moved to PA. Last year, we moved back. And today, my best friend moved away.

SO... who wants to visit this lonely lady???!!!